cuz no one gives a crap
about what i have to say. "
i hate you.
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i wanna kill you
im gunna punch you.
so watch ur back bitch.
I really think im gunna rip out your throat.
your the worst freind ever.
you couldnt give two shits abot me of my feelings.
your a back-stabing lying little piece of shit.
i cant believe you would do that to me.
some friend u are.
I CANT BELIEVE YOU!
YOU KNEW ABOUT THIS!
YOU KNEW I WAS ABSOULTLY CRAZY FOR HIM.
I TOLD YOU. MY FREINDS TOLD YOU
WHAT THE FUCK WERE U THINKING?
SO HERES THE STORYY:
Everyone knows about me and john. espically my friends.
[omg he just signed on]
anyways... theres this girl Leanna right and she was a really
close freind and she KNOWS im totally insanly head over heals for john
and so she starts to talk to him.. [nothing wrong wiht that].. then calling him 24/7..[ohkay whats going on?]..now away messages saying 'Johhnny baybee' [OHKAY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?]
Meeah:: so i ask you..leanna? do u like john?
Leanna:: yah. everytime i talk to him more and more.
Ohkay bitch if thats the way u want it fine..
bring it whore.
so this was over vacation. So i go to school on monday.
and heres where my day just fucking died in a mothereffing abyss.
MONDAY::
so i walk into school.. and im fine. ohkay days so far so good.
and then SHE comes. and she hangs all over him like a fucking puppy dog.
[ohkay im irked.][she gets a look that could kill]
**she doesnt care enuff about me to stop**
ohkay bitch fine.
then lunch.
SHE FUCKING SAT WIHT HIM AT LUNCH!
i was gunna jump across the caffeteria and rip out her throat.
im not kidding.
today sucked. no lie. everytime i talked to him i thought i was going to cry.
ohkay so i go home and go on AIM and he and shes on.
shes being dramatic..someting about having anxiety attack [liar]
so anyways i talk to him.. and i was like
who do u like cuz i NEED to know
and he was like well i like her a little bit but i like u way more..
[yah cuz i believe that]..
we got into this intense convo.
that made me cry which is y were gunna only scratch the suface of this damn thing.
so then i was like fuck this shit and i apoligized [FOR NOTHING THIS IS HER FAULT SHE SHOULD BE APOLIGIZING].. but i did..it was this random ass apoligy that i pulled outta my ass
...she totally bought it.
dumb bitch.
so anyways yah.
and then he went away and he didnt come back till 3 when he IMEd me and i was sleeping
i feel [felt]
fucked over.. used.. useless..
uncared for.. unneeded. unwanted.. ect.
he said sorry like .33543543 times but i dont bye it.
everytime i talk to him it seems he gets like idk sad..
like teh confused sad.
and then today at lunch some random bitch was like
uhm u need to pick a girl
and i was like who the fuck are you?
bitch this not your busineess so fuck off.
[look that could kkill]
good-bye whore.
my day was horrible and i want to crawl into a whole and die..
today suckd
u know what
THIS WHOLE FUCKING WEEK IS GUNNA BLOW LIKE YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE..
I THINK THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME:
awww, I'm so sorry. :\
ReplyDeleteLeanna sounds like a real bitch to do that to you when she knows how much you like John. It must've hurt a lot to have a close friend do this to you.
I haven't really been in a situation like this so I don't have any advice besides, just talk to them both..?
Tell her that what she did was stupid and that she should really cut this shit out if she wants to keep your friendship.
I'm sure John does like you more.
You're not useless or unwanted or any of that.
John still really likes you, and I'm sure somewhere in the back of her mind, Leanna knows what she's done is wrong and might eventually come to her senses and apologize, if she doesn't; she's totally not worth your time.
Feel better :)
xxxx